My life goings on-Spring Break

It was nice to have time with my family over Spring Break. Unfortunately thanks to the rain our plans of camping and fishing were ruined. We didn't get to do much. We did go to House of Bounce one day and Chuckee Cheese another. All in all it was a pretty good week. The only bad thing to happen was that I found out my friend's unborn baby has fluid on her brain and may not live. As I am dealing with the probability that my own baby isn't going to make it this hit a sore spot with me. I really hope she isn't told news like ours. I am dreading tomorrow. She gets her amnio results back then and I have an appt to see another specialist to get a second opinion about my son. I am so afraid that if the doctor says the same thing that I will lose hope. I'm normally a pretty optimistic person but this is too much for me. Even just seeing baby boys tears me up. Wow how did my rant start out good and end on such a depressing note? My bad!